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limen
17:29
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Ocean, wish and wash up an eternity, don't care where it's been
Even on the inside of the vessel, it won't evoke a sin
Caring for the surface and the Portuguese man'o'war
I want truths that come up all the way from the bottom floor
Give me pitch-black Styx water, a drought of philosophy
Tell me everything you know about this mythic physiognomy
For another definition, give up all your inventions
Purple and the surface, Muricidae will not serve you well
The Tyrians are on their way to the heaven inside of Hell
Christofascist motifs form a motive for uselessness
Freeing selves from ruins with these deep-reaching services
I could never distinguish you, I could never surely say
The border straining out each piece of night from the day
Cheesecloth, sieve, and a method of a method's production
Class being the categorization of a world and its attributes
Nothing will stop a world's construction, not even apocalypse
Ruins of tall buildings, inquire where they would have fallen
Scaling the Temples of God, I can hear faint echoes of Sallust
Tacitus aside, I wonder what it was like to feel faint optimism
My feelings extreme, a partial mirror image of a broken reality
What could a dream be in relation to the rest of me?
Cutting off interpretation, I find exitium mentium
With nothing having been stopped by a stray bullet sentiment
I run so quickly towards the beginning of an additional section
Working in segments, I discover realities so sexless
Nothing stopping me from astonishing myself within this nexus
Discover that the lands in my mind have infinite leases
Beyond event horizons, makes me wish I could meet them
Granted sight of shadows, disbelieving in honest limits
Sixteen bits or floating point and still I encounter clipping
Nothing could've kept me from the feelings that I felled
All the walls and the trees I ran my hands down and felt
Felt providing necessitated constraints on a maniac gamut
Thus, you're so far from alone, says my honorable caput
Improbability is never a reason for putting down mirrors
Be whatever you want, just keep it on our seas and Earth
When the sky's our limitation, we can send out provocations
Many lackadaisically impressed with a complex creation
Endlessly consume ourselves, all on some god's invitation
We do not through-compose, for we know what we are deep down
Someday there'll be a way to need someone else nontoxically
Necessitate their being without impaling atop blades
When this day comes, a thousand earths must contain me
While I engage in my nonsystemic, difficult process compositing
This to that, interconnective folksonomic mythologies
Reconstruct the shards of our too-dark ontologies
All will come together in a quaking flower of bloom
I swear to God that I will see the whole of my world soon
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Back to the beginning, when we drank from the mouths of women
When we wrote a poem without any sense of versification
You call it clumsy now but so much it could evoke back then
Oral formulae inside a clandestine archeological document
Something unintended for the public's consumption
Evidence that there was no such thing as any Assumption
Purportedly written by someone close to the lost but
History doesn't ever just speak, it has to sing
It cantillates secular stories of shifting text
Always differing in nature from one girl to the next
When messages mean nothing more than what they suggest at first
Where is the joy in handing down and figuring out these bursts?
Us women in peat, we died in a lovers' embrace
We never really cared much about saving any face
Ours are reconstructed and are soon enough longed for
By many like us who wish they could go back to the past
Not even to make change, but merely to see
To take a photograph of the complete tablet before its degrading
Thus leave yourself still, don't shake so violently
For you do not experience this distance so silently
No tradition to return to, nothing not a hypothesis
We will fire our arrows, our guns, at targets in preparation
For a someday where the entirety of history happens at once
And we will drink from one another's mouths, entering the end
Legible glyph, come and get me
I want you to see me as I am
Anyone else in the room be damned
Make me fracture, molten bronze
Punishment by death for the act of autobiographical self-documentation in Rome
This I promise you I will not suffer too much, even if times become terrifying
I will find a way to encode my existence in the flows of streams and currents
The oceans will remember me in a way that a human could never once comprehend
They'll understand in unknown ways, letting me look down from the afterlife
And say to myself, "I love the shifting systems that bear my existence still"
I would parade around in circles, as if realizing continuously a new beauty
You will notice hints of me for a thousand years to come; I'm still breathing
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To want everything and need nothing
Processing reality by Sumerian parallels
Each sentence runs too lengthily
I wish that time would really truly tell
The age of unreason brings me in further
I'm dragged into a hand-drawn sphere
Imperfect by nature on its micro levels
Come here and refuse to emboss my bevels
Realis. Signifier of fact. Body describer. Authenticity.
Prosperity. Gospel of four hundred names. Intrinsically.
Trinity of money, hope, and grief. You know when to see.
Enter these arms. Realis. Strong belief. I have faith.
Redemption within a few days. Shaking, beating, fleeting.
That's the entire world happening simultaneously. Collapse.
Watch me. Feel me. Come into contact with me. Run. Go.
Directly into me. Without another word. Constantly.
One hour passes and I still feel whatever I'm feeling.
Dealing. A shadow looms over my face. Nixtamalization.
Extract every nutrient from me. I will leave a quotation.
"Reduce me to nothingness." Something I'll someday miss.
Underwater. Skin peels off. In the Himalayas. Extremophile.
Haunted. Archaic specimen. Fossil record of a self. Done.
Punctual and trying her best. Dionysian. Heroic sacrifice.
I'm doing this because I wish I had done it far earlier.
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bunny rabbit fur
34:40
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Where goes Form when Function leaves it behind?
In hope I say, "It breathes, I don't think it dies"
My skeletal form, however, withers, wonders whither
Will it go when everything devourable is unavailable
Not enough of me, I am dispersed as a vapor though
Rarefy me for the sake of eating all that I know
Eat my dreams, serve them as an imperial banquet
Those dreams already have designs to infect me
Myxomatosis is a horrible business to suffer with
But pest control is essential, that I can't argue with
The sun's reach I am underneath, compiled belief
Vegetarian scripture, I don't even fucking miss her
I want to feel less gone. I want to feel more here.
Overcome by wanderlust out of darkened senses of fear
Wish things upon me otherwise too hard to imagine
The color in my mind's eye's going all out of fashion
I am a pest and nothing and everything to at least
Somebody who wants to preserve a taxidermy of this
A body with a metabolic deathwish which targets itself
Divinities of Form and Function, save me from destiny
It collapses in on itself. It carries itself back
From the grave. I am ill. I am fading. Still I hunger.
Basic and essential, furthermore perfectly accessible
How must I even end this series of pseudocouplets?
THIS IS MY FAITH, NOTHING SHORT OF DISGRACE
THIS IS MY BODY, ALREADY SHORT OF WORKING
TAKE THE MEAT OFF MY BONES, FEED ON MY FACE
THIS IS ALREADY TOO FAR FROM YOUR PLACE
ORDER REDUCTION, DENY MY MARTYR'S ASSUMPTION
GIVE ME SOMETHING, SOMETHING FAR TOO SAFE
INFINITIVE OBJECTIVE, GOT A BAG FULL OF NOTHING
WHY'D I DO THIS, WERE I TO HAVE BEEN SANE?
"To come too close to us is to alienate your fear
And nullify the ruined looks or break up all those years
I'll drop the iambs, I have a serious offer for you
Punish yourself less; rather, let me do it for you"
Take me up for another hour of disempowered grievings like these
Just kidding, this'll only be about fifty minutes when it's complete
Symptoms: facial swelling, high body temperature, unpredictably dying
No, I do not suffer, I'm deluded, but I want something superior
"Come closer to me, I just want to hear the sound of her guts
Being rearranged." But I'm skeptical of all you choose to enunciate
You take too much joy, you take too much pride, in extending so far
Into the sky, but not even horizontally. Leave me alone here to think.
By the syntax of a bright translucent mind, through the force of bodies in motion
Via saccharine constructions and ventures beyond half-eternal graves it shifts
Build a world, says the true angel. Construct meaning, spoke reality's insides.
So, make increasingly clear, I shall, the grotesqueness of this emaciated predicament
While my shadow fails to cast against the looming glimmer of a shimmering castle
Shivering against windowsills, will the intestinal rope guide me to the citadel?
Deprivation and lack define this lacking life, I must accept, I must accept, dammit
Am I not to escape, I see a dark alternative, the turn to horrid Eucharistic mysticism
Anchoress, anchored idle, here for a while but not long enough to fatten back up
Subcutaneous injection and Focalin, this ahistorical trek through another world
Destroys fate, discipline does, but I feel my fate is too real for a simple surgery
Collapse of the arteries, blood's multidirectionality demonstrated, exsanguinate
It will fail, plastic will, a plastic will is the only one which construes destiny
Yet I deceive myself, my faith misplaced, piety streams all down my empty face
I become full once more, with the tints having overshadowed the absence of my shade
Keep me in a cave and feed me, to be shown to the world anew unequivocally I agree
Your high-fantasy world is flanked by gateways of ketamine
Lost in pseudoiridescent false opal, trapped in aquamarine
Arts and crafts movement, cannot cope with this uselessness
Transformation, lifesaver, transfiguration, I'll do it later
We need a new Earth for monsters like me, a daunting plea
No horizon can contain your ever-expansive fuckoff vision
I need a body you can't see, a body that extends all ways
Always wanting something else beyond what already lurked
Whatever was left over I cannot see when I attempt to look
The ground shook, the same devices govern me over and over
Anti-Oedipus as a cover, I don't need another one like that
I don't wanna be whoever I used to be, just save me from that
This body can implode and expand outwards with boiling muscles
All crimson in the ruins of a corpse and a dissociated mind
That moves between bodies, haunting undetected by psychiatrics
Visceral echolocation of an uneven place in the shattered skull
Where the bats invade your chest and you are made ready to end
Yourself, and the flesh torn from your throat is stuffed back
Into the hollow cavity. I don't bother with this thing anymore
So make it instantaneous. I don't want to do this shit anymore
Harmful, the narrow slits of razorblade carved into arm's bark
Pruned back to a place whence it cannot regrow to be known
I have forgotten that line of scars in their dark procession
So make my body something better than a mind's possession
Congested, can't even feel my mouth against the phlegm
All this shit just makes me wish I never knew him
Why is he here, why the impossibility of to redact him?
I don't want to know anymore, does he want my reaction?
I say yes, I say I should, I say I can't deny and I would
Just bring a halt to the suffering had I thought it through
Bunny rabbit fur coating this corpus, may I be born anew
Transmutation, trans mundos, re-encounter me next time
Close up the Pacific, no more peace in this divided heart
I'm so incoherent, can't tell you in disgust what I want
So what I do is simply tell him what I want, the man
A man daring dictate these processes philosophically
I just want to make my exit from his clutches while I
Have a chance, for I'd rather not dance, rather not die
The sweat on my skin governs too many clauses of horror
Each droplet subsumed into growing hairs, morphing face
In this city, you will always be told you are in a different city
From the one in which you stand. Its name must be deduced. Is it?
Do we have any chances to reestablish ourselves in spaces so
Decisively lacking identification? My body, it's changing again...
Purple hearts on the face, fur whiter than sunbleached vision
Ears sprouting from my head to by and large replace my prior
Means of hearing. Does this mean my prior languages are gone?
No, the mouth is a compromise in speech's favor. I am her.
I, Vivian, will be the bearer of nextness, enumerating changes
Imperial, divine, changing courses with each passing second
Loss for the sake of loss, grief for the sake of grief, say...
Will my body be torn apart just the same way it was before?
City of Myself, I approach you, not ready for the forthcoming
The following, already too much, is a difficult recollection
For nothing stops me from divulging too much detail except I
Lago, Lago, where could be Lago, amidst every other Lago
Here I am, having been told seeing late-childhood photos
In my early adolescence portraying me alongside a spitting
Image of some fuckups who would near-ruin this entire life
Rife with strife and rifling the borderline not-fineness of it
Shit, if I could see him again, collective him, many hims
I would punch him, this masculine machine, all at fucking once
And I'd do it in the face, hard in the face, but I find myself
Like this! I find myself surrounded by myself with no return!
Woe upon all these people who do not understand this form!
They do not recognize the me of those photographs nor any
'Us'es who might've had a life to live from thereon out
Which was so huge and exciting by comparison to microtheatrical
Shenanigans! Yet nowadays this life is so immense that I cannot
Complain a bit, but they wander, these images of me, us, them
And I have no escape, they ogle at and they profane the rabbit
Losers, all of you, losers who will blow up in a matter of
Minutes, seconds, milliseconds, when I evacuate myself alone
And there will only be dust left in the place of these pasts
But little children running round with bowlcuts are not pests
I wish all these selves were nurtured rather than tortured.
I don't know how to end this, but I lack an option to undo
I can only wish that I could come all the way back to you.
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dimension
10:24
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"THE FIRST DAY"
I want words in macrostructures, I want language in every which way
Combinatorics of Control-Z, impossibility of Control-Y, no silence
Tacitness is madness, keep me where I am in the meantime, I wish
Text adds one more dimension to the stories I have to tell in sound
Is this a proper poem unless it is recited? No, it is also to be read
It is both synthesized in multiple dimensions at once always and forever
Pitch contour, formant, consonant, amplitude, frequency, register, tone
Timbre, phonetics, phonology, morphology, syntax, semantics, pragmatics
Circlings back into the ever-changing nature of God, trying to ascertain
Rain, snow, heat, spring, autumn, lives encountering lives no longer
Worlds, construction, everything, my Emacs window, the quality of
Meaning something. And finally, with a sigh, I just say "text."
That's all I need and all I ever have, a neglected segment of a soul
I do not dream a world, I live a world in the present of each day
So that nothing can stop my expressionist ravings, no matter how strange
I would say I don't care but my care is so deep I cannot ignore it
I write poems in stanzas of eight, twelve, sixteen, or twenty-four lines
This time I will be doing exactly the same thing, very purposefully
But with characteristics of prose necessarily borrowed in the process
The process of conveying this narrative, these blue streams of light
Which in my paradigm rhymed to form spaces initially but not consistently
Consistent rhythm is the only thing now, and the later-applied melody
My hope is that my audience hears my clear voice sung into the text
As loudly as the rapid clicking of my keyboard as I penned it
"THE NEXT DAY"
Determining my modes of being, having been not para- but parallelized
Repeat into me all that an illeist lists as having little possibility
Another morning, an open book, the probable reconstructions bracketed
Wet clay tablet only luckily preserved by a theorized pyroclastic flow
I wish, I wish, for clumsy lyrics in a circle of self-consumingness
Nosism in the classics, we just want you to see whatever may come next
Lexed and vexed alike, in self-interpretative cracks at who I've been
Non-objective, my impression, a stream of water murmuring these words
Cowries strung together, each one a simultaneous verse of exchange
We - not in nosist sense - will soon enough know each other's names
I scream my own, weed out my cursing, Nanshe hymn, reading back on it
Consciousness is not a stream but an ecological system to understand
Legalese befits not poetry, precise language was never my forte too
Even when I tried exact precision in description, it still haunted me
Benefit yourself in new ways, come forward and come back all alike
The former antediluvian psyche goes to bleed back through my face
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Next Year's Snow
Svalbard Seed Vault field recordings label. Dabbling in large-scale interactive hydrophone installations and sixth wave post-
Pigfuck on the side.
Art collective est. March 1st 2017
Founded by:
Octa Möbius Sheffner
Valyri Sheffner Harris
Spencer Booth
Previous:
&TIME
earlyprey
(etc.)
Current:
7FORM
Hatemail and/or demos:
snow@ecarlate.company
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