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American Album

by Vivian Media

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This is what a bedroom poet does Sits around in authorship, awaiting somnia The bedroom poet venturing East America Exiting no murk, hey, I'm obfuscation Writing is too slow for my head, something else I'm talking out without a doubt No returns and nothing's found America listens for me But they could not adore me Shouting at the libertines abhorring Everything gets so damn boring I might just have a dream Speechlessly graphomaniacing like I wish I could Drawing out, I draw so much blood It's welling up, falling out, Hurting selves is what we're all about In America you can't leave your room unless you're supposed to It's very empty here, it's supposed to Make you stop and think Like in a dream you'd blink, like in a dream you'd blink Golden software I was not supposed to have I walk like a poet, talk like a poet, dress like a poet But I am missing half a hand My penmanship is against the table, and you call me a man Queer enough, am I queer enough, I'm waiting 'till I'm queer enough You know we're not queer enough for it I whisper shouts without a bout No more pity, nothing's bound America sympathizes But they could not see what rises Screaming to the appleseeders coring Everything can't be this boring I might just try to seem Death be to the one who admits loving An imaginary death, ruled suicide with relative swiftness An American death, like a crisis having kind American poet, what an American poet The Great American Novel, GAN, ended with DFW's IJ How can words alone make you feel this way? Burning comet, I'm crashing into the houses of identities And causing mass hysteria over alien invasions This is an American thing to do. This is an American thing to do. Whoever unqueered Jesus gets a bag of vomit delivered to their doorstep I remember Jesus as the queerest motherfucker and a dyke Not some Southern Baptist multi-millionaire megachurcher born and raised Hacking up fags and choking on cigarettes No apologies, no better than the railed-against I scream my doubts without a shout Much more violence, bloody ground America vocalizes But the mouth is soundless and surpriseless Listening to the sound of silence touring The depths of Heaven, leaking orange I might just try to be
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Churches 05:00
When I was little, I would- um, uh... I, I, I liked going to church a lot. I...enjoyed most of all looking at the, the graveyards. Seeing all the people that had died and been buried...there. And their names and...all the...all the... [a song about finding your spirit follows]
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The American 06:28
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im a girl in america

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released July 31, 2021

janis Vivian Media lago: American Lyrics, American Vocals, American Production, American Mixing, American Artwork, American Album

please reach me: twitter.com/sugarcanechapel
janislago@gmail.com

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Next Year's Snow

Svalbard Seed Vault field recordings label. Dabbling in large-scale interactive hydrophone installations and sixth wave post- Pigfuck on the side.

Art collective est. March 1st 2017

Founded by:
Octa Möbius Sheffner
Valyri Sheffner Harris
Spencer Booth

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&TIME
earlyprey
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Current:
7FORM

Hatemail and/or demos:
snow@ecarlate.company
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